Being ME

NEW LINK!

2008-01-29T18:48:00.001+08:00

hello everyone! :DDD

here's my new blog, I'm no longer using blogger.
I'm using XANGA!

www.xanga.com/sarahsaccharinelove

you make me feel better.

2007-12-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

well just to let you all know, I'M BAAACK!
so good to be sleeping on my bed again, hahah.
haha.
to all youthcampers, if you want the photos, don't worry.
I'll burn a CD for you(:
just ask me to do one for you if you want.

chalet was fun, I have 300 plus photos!
SO I'M SORRY PEOPLE, I can only put
limited funny and random pictures on my blog.
hahha.
my link to my other blog is changed, so I
won't put it here.
cos its strictly authourised to some people.
I'll let some people see it only.
but the latest one, its a song, but edited it myself.
hehe. so not totally mine I guess.
anyway, nothing else to say so,
CIAO.

this don't make sense.

2007-12-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

I'm actually late now, I should be bathing & getting ready!!
meeting shien & apphia at Bishan to go groceries shopping
for tomorrow's chalet.
sigh, my brother is so lazy!
I'm not a piece of trash for your infos!
& my mum always side him, never scolded him.
so he thinks he knows everything & acts so big.
I'm not going to make the call for him. In fact, I have to go prepare
my stuff.
After buying the bread & all, I need to come home & pack!
I'll just have to make do with my brother's lock & my diary lock.
so one is combination, the other is key lock! LOL. the key wil be
with me at all times.
meantime, go check out my personal blog.
NO LINKS, AND ALL.
just plain poetry and songwriting blog.

http://express-values-appreciate.blogspot.com

MUCH LOVES!Y

end it all!

2007-12-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY
just like any sunday.
they showed the filming we did! hahaha.
Everyone said I could be a mother, OMG!
I knew this was coming! hahaha.
But some people said I acted well. I mean like,
how mothers in real life would actually act, if their son
was a drug addict, and went to jail, 4 years! & 24 strokes of the cane.
LOL.
so after church everyone headed to Toa Payoh
to eat UNO western food. lol.
together with, Uncle Albert, Auntie Maria, Marissa, Deborah!, Apphia,
Huajie, Chee Hoe, Ge Liang, & Auntie Bernadette.
It was so fun! & full, haha.
Bryan lent some of his books to the youth!
Now, we all have 2 books to read.
Including "hand me another brick".

After Lunch, most of us squeezed into Uncle Albert's car,
hahahah, he dropped us off at the interchange.
I am so pissed you know.
Huajie is always asking me to help her top up her
prepaid card. can't she just learn it all by herself?
It's not like I'm her servant. so what if she's older than me.
age don't matter. when I helped her, it was my first time.
still, I learned. what's the matter with her. argh!
anyway I took 88 home, one hour trip.
was long enough to let me sleep in the bus, haha.
but then, I miss my stop!
so I got off like, the next one. hahaha.

came home and watched TV.
had chicken rice for dinner, it was delicious!
haha, my mum can be unreasonable sometimes!
so can my dad, he never understands sometimes.
Everyone needs to be heard. even me!
but he just don't seem to know what is going on, SOMETIMES.

TODAY
woke up at around 10 plus.
My parents were still quarelling non-stop.
just wish it would all end.
Because they just don't understand that their decisions
make their children suffer.
so basically, we suffer the consequences of their actions.

Now all I need to get for the chalet is
a combination lock! I can't possibly use
my brother's one! the code is too easy!
anyone? any suggestions? tell me!
sigh, got to go off now.
guess I got to find something to do now.
& I should probably be reading the book
lent to me.

hurray for greener grass!

2007-11-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today was the filming of our very own version of 'green grass'.
greenER grass. hahahah. that was very, CREATIVE. lols.
I acted as Geliang's mother, yeah, I always do! argh. hahah.
so many funny scenes lah! can't stand it!

& dear Dionel, your idea of putting powder on our hair so do not rock!
my hair is so, so, not in a good condition! haha, & my head is itching! lols.
waaaah! good idea eh? lols. kidding lah, anyway, convincing enough?!

I am so so tired now, really don't have much to say, can't recall, haha.
I gotta go, cook noodles for my brother, hahahaha!
OKAY, random.
tata! ciao! bye! :D

IMISSWENDYMAKUNDILOTS&LOTS&LOTS!<3

blaaah.

2007-11-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'll miss wendy! She left for Tanzania yesterday.
technically? but actually in fact, it's this morning, haha.
stayed home the whole day today, I can choose to go out,
but I was too lazy to prepare myself, ahaha, so I stayed home instead.
was pretty tired anyway, haha!
a few people came by my house, fellowshipped and got prayed for, haaha!
jiaying is seriously random.
look at the message she sent me

Jiaying texted:

just now i smsed mdm ratnah. she say that lawrence very nice guy,
but i don't believe.

&I'm like so? argh. what do you expect me to say? lol.
anyway I need to go.
tomorrow going to visit dorcas and princess jaydyn! lol.
gotta run!

God said it
I believe it
That settles it!

sleep over at wendy's DAY 2!

2007-11-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

hua jie came over this morning but came and slept straightaway on the
upper deck of the bed! it was so funny, cos she was wearing a dress,
a short one you know! so if you have a low IQ, I'd understand why you have
absolutely no idea of what I'm talking about!
We all went to church at 3, so we thought we were late, cos we reached there at 3.15pm.
but in the end, if I'm not wrong, I think we only started at like 4 plus! lols.
kevin was talking and talking, hahaha, so we were all laughing at him.
but, I don't want to be rude, but I think we were all laughing at the same thing.
hahahaha! Dionel was like trying to stop himself from laughing, but I guess my laughter
was really contagious? haha!
anyway!
I think I might go shower later, so at least, I can wear my short? shorts!
later we're all watching AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL! lols.
I don't like Jael, every time I watch that show, I always see her quarrelling with Renee!
Alvin is reading a Mr. Midnight book, guess its supper to be scary? but it ain't! hahah.
I'll just be a good Samaritan and listen, so far the only thing I hear is "my name is John Tan"
hahahahahaha.

sleep over at wendy's DAY 1!

2007-11-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

I'm at Wendy's place! hahah, guess what, we made spaghetti together & ice-cream too!
but too bad, it isn't ready, lols.
I'm so bored! guess just having 2 people around isn't as fun as having more.
yes, yes, there's Alvin & Nancy, but obviously they would like to do their own stuff!
I'm like so tired, not literally sleepy or what, just tired, really can't think.
I don't know what's even running through my mind now.
& I totally forgot that I have tutoring with Dionel tomorrow!!
& I haven't asked my science teachers what topics are needed for sec 4!
aaah! BUMMER.
so I gotta go back home first thing in the morning to get my ARTY FARTY stuff
and also grab a jacket to wear also!
oh dear God, help me. looks like my tote bag won't have enough space!
& Apphia's coming on friday, if they don't go for bible study & we all don't go for
prayer meeting, then at least she can stay for one day!
can you imagine? If they go for bible study, and we all go for prayer meeting,
Apphia wouldn't even be considered staying over already.
at least, for just a few hours? sigh.

for the last time.

2007-11-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

I'm back with pictures!
sorry couldn't take the snow! hahah.
but here are some pictures taken before
we went in & also at the ice-cream making session!

Jia hui was protecting herself from my gloves! haha.
for some reason? cos weizhen was disturbing her.

weizhen goofing around.

serphina was like, "I know the trick!"

so she threw the jellybean up..
missed the first time.
but passed the second time & fell.

ICE-CREAM MAKING!(:

this is bulla cream with sugar.
if you were there, you'd be disgusted by it.

we added chocolate flavouring!
yuuumm.

this was after nitrogen gas was added.
SOLIDIFIED. it was breakable.

lastly, the ice cream we made, unavailable. lols.

SNOW CITY FUUN!

the pants we wore were extremely comfortable! lols.
we went into the chamber first, and it wasn't so bad.
till they opened the door and *shivers*.
all we could do in there was slide down the snow slide.
the rest were too kiddy.
& as we slided down, snow was like flying towards my face.
I even tasted snow, hahahah.
its just ice, but still, YUCK!
our noses became red! & when we came out, felt so warm.
so relaxing! lols.

Saturday

Joshua brought his friend kelvin and clement.
clement, he's sort of our kind already, cos we've seen him
a couple of times.
kelvin, I can't tell, if he's shy or he's just quiet.
cos when I introduced myself, i intended to shake his hands actually,
but since he didn't want to, so, uhh, fine? lols.
Ge liang brought one friend, and for the last time, I do not like him.
I may be fun to make fun of at times but seriously, this is not funny to me.
Desmond talks A LOT, thats all I know.
so if you people think I like him, hmm, its not funny okay.
& stop thinking that way!
we all went to bugis to eat dinner, and Ge Liang & Dionel disappeared
for a very long time.
they liked practically went shopping. without the rest of us!
hahaha.
anyway, pretty tired now, plus I need to do some stuff, so, bye!(:

dinner time! happy birthday huajie dearest.

2007-11-08T12:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAJIE DEAREST!!

I woke up with a very bad block nose, now it's almost fine.
Finally, I have somewhere to go to.
practically the whole youth will be going for dinner at Wendy's place today.
so I thought, since I was so near them, I could go help them cook! hahah.
funfunfun!
It's not about the food okay, to you all out there, especially GELIANG!
anyway, I thought of asking my mum to fetch me, and the way she replied me was
like so darn stupid.
first, I said...

S: mummyyyy!

then she replied..

M: WHAAAAT!

tell me who's the one who's being rude now?
I'm so pissed, its always the children's fault! always you know.
never once had it ever crossed her mind that she could be in the wrong.
but when she know its her fault, she refuses to accept that fact.

anyway, I'm going to go take a shower now, I just want to get out
of this stuffy, dusty, and warm house!
bye!

you never show

2007-11-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging late because been pretty busy I guess
& had absolutely no chance to use the computer because I have 2
brothers hogging the computer!
we had a week of extended program, well there's a week more to go.
but it's really not what we expected, like normal students
we expected it to be boring, but actually, it turned out to be really fun.
Enrichment especially, my coach was funny!
COACH ELGIN, hahaha, he made us do some funny mirror image things, and
we turned out poking each other. Jia Ying & I were poking each other! hahah.
Then we screamed, but we had fun, thats the most important thing of all.
the topic was "discovering the gifts" I found it interesting actually.
cos it turned out I had a few gifts! :D
I'll put it down according to rankings yeah. but all are moderate(:

Musical - Allows people to create, share, and understand meanings made out
of sound.
Sensitivity to rythm, pitch, melody or timbre.
Skill and experience in playing a musical instrument. (definitely not me!)
Good voice and tune. (I sing but, for you to decide if its good! haha)
Appreciate music ( I do! I do! )

Linguistic - communicate and make sense of the world through language
Skilful in reading, writing, and speaking.
Effectively use words.

Spatial - Imagery : use of mental picturing for observation,
artistic, creative and other visual activities. ( I love to picture things in my mind )
Artistic Design : drawings. painting or other crafts. (so not me!)
Construction : Able to build or assemble things.

Intra - Personal - Know yourself : To understand one's own ideas, intentions, abilities;
personal decision making skill.
Managing feelings : ability to guide one's feelings, moods and emotions.
Managing behavior : ability to control one's behavior and mental activities.
Strong intra-personal intelligencs = self esteem, self enhancement and
strength of career.

Inter-personal - Able to interact and get along well with others.
Understand people : easily recognize other people's
feelings, moods, intentions, and point of view.
To tolerate and accept people who are different; sex, race, religion
culture and country.
Able to take leadership over others.

thats all, hahah. interesting? hope you do find it interesting(:

today had youth, we actually prayed specifically for the 4Ds, the video Bryan
showed us, really made me cry. you will never believe what you hear or see also.
it's really incredible how the little kids really cry out for their nations! not even their friends.
but the nations you know.
& I had to follow my parents for a BBQ and before they came to fetch me, we were all praying
for our friends and the other people who are under 4Ds, so we really cried out loud, and felt the
compassion. Then my parents called at such bad timing, I was in the midst of crying and they
came, haha! so I was abit moody for awhile. Even I can't understand why such a thing
could make me moody! haha, but after awhile I was fine.
really had a looong day. really don't want to go into details on the BBQ.
I have to prepare for tomorrow's story telling in sunday school. so I gotta rush!
BYE!

andandand, so many stuff!

2007-10-24T22:50:00.001+08:00

just wondering you know, why do boys these days,
have such weird senses? hmm, & It's not inner beauty they are looking at.
I KNOW, trust me on this particular person.

anyway, helped huajie with her blog.
I have really know idea why, but her blog has been always the one
with so much complications in it!
mine has been fine for like really long!
& every time I have to be the one helping her to edit.
I wish she would just go learn it herself so she can edit her blogs
next time. it's pretty easy.
cos I too, have a life you know!
anyway, tomorrow's the E-Learning day! argh!
isn't exam over? I'll just do it for the sake of overall results!
Ms Pok asked me if I'm interested in debating, OF COURSE I AM.
I debate with teachers about teachers, hahah.
but the thing is, I have to go for training in November.
& I really need & want to take a break!
plus, when Dorcas's baby is out! i want to go visit her!
andand! not to forget the extended curriculum! aaaaaah!
any hoo, gtg run now, pretty tired.
gonna knock off the computer & head to bed.

you are deeply missed.

2007-10-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

sorry guys for my really really long absence on my blog.
maybe I should go change my blogskin so at least next time,
I will WANT to come & blog more often! hahaha.
all of a sudden, I miss ISHI so so much!
you know, you may not find this weird, but I really do.
I didn't even know how popular he was at first! or rather,
I didn't even know him at all in my whole life!
& now? I miss him.
it all started out with that whole HIPHOP DANCE COMPETITION,
in my school. we got that free pass to STUDIOWU for a day.
so I went to their website & there & then, I knew he passed on.
PLUS! at a very young age!!!
then I found out today only, what had happened.
I feel really heartbroken for him, & his dance students.
I wonder if Bryan knows him quite abit.

anyway, quick summary!
I sprained my ankle on saturday & it hurts so badly.
co-incidentally, jiaying had the same thing.
just that hers was much more stupid.
she jumped out of bed & dropped, so there you have it,
a sprained ankle.
sadly, yvonne had to spend her time in school being alone today.
cos jiaying & I had a sprained ankle, & cp refuses to turn up for school.
yeah, & yvonne likes to make people feel guilty even when they're not!

YUYING'S HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION 2007 RESULTS!

we got 3rd place in our whole sec 3 level!
isn't that amazingly amazing? HAHAHA.
for people like ivan & jun yi who quite aren't able to dance well.
we still won! hahaha.
okay, okay, I was just kidding, not about the winnings.
jun yi & Ivan are quite okay.

and here's a little advice for Ivan:

please do not try to somersault or roll behind next time.
no one wants to see what's beneath. yeah. (:

hey darling! hahaha.

2007-09-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

had quite much fun in school today.
with all the sms-ing! ahahaha.
some people know.
we had a social studies open-book test,
but like half the class thought it was just some worksheet.
so most of them were copying.
hahhah.
& I have not finished my chinese letter writing.
I'm gonna chase yvonne to help me tomorrow.
lols.
I'm so tired! & I have so much to do.
so many incompleted things, or rather not even started.
I feel like giving up my theme & do something else.
today jiaying went down and she missed alex! he walked pass.
hhahahah, & I wonder why ms pok was still in my class.
oh, yeah, writing answers on the board.
then some bunch of malay students walk by and called her. LOLS.
I can't tell which class, but I know some were from 3I
neway! thats all, will catch up tomorrow(:

summertime NOT!

2007-09-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

in school now, feeling so crushed, heartbroken?(maybe),
fed up, sad, & everything bad to do with the heart & jiaying laah!
hahahah, she HAD to mention rambutan.
anyway, I'm really confused too.
just finished reading oral passage to my english teacher, so irritating.
hahahah.
I'm sorry I haven't been blogging lately!
its just thatm I've been busy with a lot of stuff!
lots & lots of stuff, so hope you guys understand.
children's day was fun, exciting, & tiring day!
woke up with a block nose on sunday morning! haahah.
& apphia came to church looking almost like rudolph. hahahah.
anyway, will post again at home tonight :DDD

wish you were there for me in times like this.

2007-09-17T16:17:00.001+08:00

nothing much.
fainted in school again

hope you understaand.

2007-09-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

I feel so fed up right now, I don't know what's wrong!
I just feel so frustraed now, AARRGH!
I really feel like crying, sigh.
all that happened in school, wasn't much.
cos I feel so frustrated, fed up, whatever. SIGH!

hope you understand.
be strong, so I can be strong too.

love sees no flaws

2007-09-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

seems like everyone's talking about the AD today.
hahah, the one Alex was in!
but anyway, Yvonne got something from hongkong DISNEYLAND for me.
a mickey mouse keychain, SWEET(:
she's pretty down today, cos 10singapore dollars, got stolen.
not in cash, in fakediamond pretty necklace!
so she was dowwn.
NO CHOIR again, wednesday only.
but still stayed back in school, for fun.
watched kung fu hustle, was boring for me, the kind of show where you
can only watch it once! & thats it.

do whatever you want, I can't stop you, can I?

I feel you!

2007-09-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

we had muthu's curry for lunch-in today!
EXCEPTIONALLY SPICY! & weather? was freakishly HOT!
went to cineleisure to see if my brother can buy his stuff.
outside of cineleisure, there was this air band competiton.
it was really LAME okay? & the people there have really LOTS OF TIME!
sigh.
came back home, wanting to watch HSM2, fell asleep!
but glad I woke up 1/2 an hour before the show, hahah.
I tried the black sesame paste ice cream.
bought from the weirdest ice cream push cart?
the one where they also have wasabe. EWW.
but the sesame paste wasn't so bad.

HSM 2 was nice!
I love the 2nd song I think, & of course!
the last one! all for one.
it really bring unity!

I'm really tired now, need to help my brother with something,
& then! DROP BY dreamland(:

IMIGHT<3

2007-09-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

went for youth today, bryan asked me a question &
I really couldn't answer it okay!
I mean, I probably could, I just couldn't put it in words.
well, I only had an answer in mind while I was on the way home,
in bus 88, 1hr trip! gosh! what else can I do but think?
so guess, here's my answer :

"I'm of course happy with my life,
I have to accept myself for who I am!
if God said he made us all in his image, I'm obviously
one of them all! so I should in fact be happy with myself.
so there isn't really anything I'm unhappy about,
except trying to lose weight eh. hahah.
well, I have many talents I guess,
I'm not afraid to show them, but definitely I know, we have
to humble ourselves & always put him before everything else!
so I'm pretty glad I have the privilege of doing many things &
even enjoying it! even though some things are tough, & don't
turn out well, its probably his will, & maybe its for the better.
I'm sure there are better things in life ahead of me, I just need to
be patient about it & wait!"

:DD long eh? I KNOW.

anyway! after youth, some of us headed to Toa payoh for dinner,
we had Long John Silver, & the cheese didn't taste as good
as I expected! hahahaha!
but its nice, its nice, I guess? LOLS.
well, the chilli tasted better! ahah.
after dinner, headed somewhere else to talk, cos the guy at the counter
like kept looking at us, CREEPY FELLOW! x)
still we went all high from LJS! we were like monkeys, went wild over
little kids.
there's this girl who's so cute! the balloon landed on our side,
& when we returned it to her, she threw baaack! ahahah!
AWW, she LOVES us! LOLS.
but it was late already, so I took a bus back from the interchange,
1 HOUR TRIP OKAY!
my butt went all numb from sitting too long.
& I got motion sickness for the first time.

& why can't you be bold enough?
don't you know you being bold might just help
me to bring myself to tell you how I really feel
about you?

jesus, you're the reason I live

2007-09-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

I just realise something, hahah, that songs that I hear or sing,
really explains how I really feel at the moment.
so meaningful, it isn't like you're singing for fun, but instead,
it seems so real to me.
all I need is time.

gotta run! watch TV:D

wake me up inside!

2007-09-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored, everytime my dad isn't home to see me study,
he'll just come home accusing me of not doing my work.
can it be any worser?

anyway, I decided today I won't do anything, chemistry is really
making me booored!
I wonder why we need it in this world.
its so boring, & honestly, so boring, I don't even want to read
the questions at all!

I can really die of boredom. I don't even know what to do now!

reason I live

2007-09-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

I was no one when I first met you,
I am nothing worth in my life,
& I found you, then it all became clear, you're the one
that I've been searching for.
Fron the start I, I couldn't figure it out, why someone like
you would die for me, but I know that your love for me
is so great, & that is why I'm giving you my life.

I hope you know.

2007-09-03T10:36:00.001+08:00

later going to pasir lebat (however its spelled, many ways!)
meeting my brother there, emcee for the homeland security.
the explosion is scary. I almost jumped the other day.
& yes, I'm going again, this is called showing my brother support!:D

I STILL FEEL SO DOWN!

MY HEART IS FEEEEELING SO TROUBLED.

LIKE ITS BREAKING OR SOMETHING?

SOME KIND OF FEAR?

IDK, SOMEONE CHEER ME UP!

I just realised something, maybe its not that bad.
maybe I'm just reading too much into it.
I feel like crying now. sigh.

are we really meant to be together?

2007-09-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

I just feel I can't tell you the truth.
YET! okay, can't tell you the truth yet.
but what do you expect me to do?
you know whats going to happen if I
tell you the truth right? sigh.
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do? help me):

today was fine, I looked more like dorcas! hahahah,
we were wearing the same kind of clothing!
Kaira came today, Jintana's new baaayybeeeee!
haahahah.
she was such a cutie okay! my mum says she looks like mooncake.
I was like "huuuuh?"
anyway, I want to strangle jiaying.
WHY DID YOU TELL HIM I LIKE HIM?
but its a lie anyway, so I'll just vent my frustrations
on my bear coming soon, hopefully.
*I wish yvonne will buy me a bear!*
if it comes, I hope it works.

yaay! I can teach them now!
not totally though, but just something small, you know.
starting off with something small.
telling stories to them, its fuuun!

okay, now back to jiaying & my situation.
honestly, I guess he's nice? pretty funny?
pretty funny as in my bumpy moments,
jiaying knows best! & crazy sometimes, which I guess
its like me everyday, except on the days I'm down.
but this is just stating facts!
(FYI, DO NOT GET THE WRONG IDEA)
but what do you expect me to dooo?
I'm too shocked to even say a word.
I can't even bring myself to look at him.
just let me think about it okay?
& jiaying is lost in her own world, she looooves
PAPAYA (I won't mention his name)
but papaya just can't believe it.
or rather REFUSES to believe it.
oh well, need to bother jonathan with her questions.

I FEEL SO DOWWWN):
no one understands.
if you do pls call me ?
& if any of you really want my number,
pls ask me yourself!
sigh, blaaaaah!

I guess, I like you now.

2007-08-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

I probably run too much,
I keep bumping into you!
at least talk to me if you like me.
no harm making friends with me right?
:DDDD

today was teacher's day,
me heart seemed so troubled today.
I don't know okay!
I.... I just feel so troubled.
I don't know, something feels so wrong.
yvonne went to hongkong today.
I want a bear! bigbig one!
hhahahah, & I love chrysanthemum tea,
not only plain water, although we NEED to drink it.
but my favourite drink is chrysanthemum:D

fill me with your Y

I think I am in love.

2007-08-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

what am I doing?
How come I feel bad, when I deny my own feelings?
it feels really, it really hurts!
its like I'm lying to myself.
I need someone, to talk to.

okay, so I bumped in to so-so again.
but that wasn't close up.
but anyway, tomorrow's teachers day!
so I should cheer up, right?
well I got jiaying to help me buy 4 roses,
so I can give them out.
Mdm Leong is a good teacher, so I'll give her one.
:DDD
was suppose to go for teacher's day rehearsal today!
but, fazilah didn't go, obviously I won't want to go alone!
so yes, didn't go.
but, but I feel so baaaaad!
I'm going bonkers already, I need some cheering up.
I hope someone can brighten my day tomorrow.
with something? or anything.
make me happy(:

blaah!

2007-08-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

it was fine, just needed to get used to it.
why do you keep sabotaging me?
I could just strangle you now, hahah.

anyway, was late for school this morning.
stupid bus 62, came late!
& all had to be in push up position.
stephanie was still bossing people around,
wonder when she'll get tired.
mother tongue was as usual,
awfully boring!
overall, a 'sabotagy' & boring but fun day!

my imaginations running wild!

2007-08-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

why do you like me?
what do you like about me?
all these questions just keep running through my mind.
guess I'm pretty neutral about it? sigh.

school was fine, hahaha.
hui qun came back!
hahahahah.
I miss all the seniors. scary thoughts keep running through
my mind! aaaah! those are the things which only
CERTAIN people know! hahah.
FRC as usual, in the parade square again!
went to school a little bit earlier today, just to finish up my project.
but in the end, the bookshop opened at 8.15am!
so practically? I went there early for nothing!
I still want a bear! or a mushroom?
both!
its not that I hate it or something, its just that,
you'll know when you're in my shoes.
looking forward to a peaceful day tomorrow!

the reason we live is him.

2007-08-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

just came home from family night.
I doubt I can help them register for their competition.
Firstly, not enough papers to print.
Secondly, they need all participant's parents signature
& Lastly, deadline's tomorrow.
jiaying's not home too, major problem.
no I don't want to lie, guess its like this?
I don't want to make it worse as it is.
I'm not the type to hurt.
yeah, he's whatever you say he is.
I really don't know.
learnt a lot of things in youth today.
5 chapters okay! even Bryan was tired! hahah.
well at least we can now start discipling someone!
stop acting differently infront of your friends!
you come and you start acting like you're some bigshot.
its not nice, no one will ever one to come,
if it continues to be this way.

we are the reason that he suffered & died.

fated ?! naaah, right?

2007-08-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

whywhywhy?
are you kidding or is he serious?
cos I am in a dilemma right now.

such a so not good start for the morning.
he walked pass my class, 3 times, & walked pass me
in the canteen!
aaaah! I can't say any further, or else I can't sleep.
I wouldn't say its a REALLY badbad thing,
& I also wouldn't say its a REALLY goodgood thing.
I really don't know.
Anyway! got the new matresses today!
& 2 bed frames for my brothers.
the matress is so comfy!
I slept the moment I rested on it.
hahahaah!
but it was also because I was tired,
& when I woke up, I was so lazy to get
off my bed.
argh, have to go to bronson's birthday party tomorrow!
I have to top up my prepaid card!
will post again soon.
:D

oh baby, let me breathe!

2007-08-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

TOMORROW IS MY QUARTER FINALS!
ONLY 20 PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT
TO THE SEMI-FINALS AT HOUGANG MAAAALL!
SO PLEASE COME SUPPORT!

today was alright, really felt the presence
& power come upon me, it was strong.
& such a great experience.
I'm really nervous for tomorrow's competition!
I really hope I can make it to the semi-finals
& get to perform at hougang mall.
it'll really be heartbreaking if I can make it!
I don't feel so confident singing
the song I currently chose.
but I'll try my best!

&deardearGOD!
I need your courage!

obstacles leaves limits to your enjoyment in life.

2007-08-16T21:45:00.001+08:00

why must there be obstacles in life?
these obstacles have stopped me from
doing many things I enjoy so much.
& it kept me away for so many times.

Now that I can finally have a chance to go
to OBS, the stupid diagnosis is in the way,
& now I can't go.
my next chance will never come, cos I'll
not be going to JC.
I hate this! I really hate this!
*cries*
no one ever understands how I feel.
NO ONE.

moral of story, maybe.

2007-08-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

you can only see things clearly with the heart,
what is essential is invisible to the eye.

I learnt this from todays assembly performance!
ahahah.

anyway, I'm going to OBS!
but the scary thing is I have to go through some
medical check up & yeah, stuff.
have to get a jab. SO FREAKKYY!
aaaaaah, I only realise how scared I am of needles
& injections todaaaaay!
HHAHAHAHA, at first, there wasn't any need for PCG, now
that we're going for OBS, jab is needed, EWW!
anyway, isn't it a little too late to back out?
SUCH DUMMY.

waaaahlaaaaoo ! my father is so unreasonable laah!
he say if I fail my common test, he'll put a password to
the computer, & now I haven't even got all my results,
he already did put a password, so unfair.
& he always thinks I'm lying.
he wouldn't believe me for once.
unreasonable! I'm so angry with him noooww!
he just comes home yesterday & started yelling
at me for nothing, & he says I'm at fault.
I never had a chance to explain myself.
he never lets me.
ITS SO IRRITATING.

2007-08-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Color is Yellow

Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you.

You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one person who makes you feel safe.

Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actor.

What's Your Inner Color?

You Are 28% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

You Should Own a Poodle

Lively, smart, and graceful.

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.

You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

You are a 1950s Diva

High heels, pretty dresses, classic makeup...

You're a feminine beauty who knows how to play up her assets!

What Decade Diva Are You?

today had maths & social studies, was quite alright, dad just came home & start scolding non stop, so have to go, don't know whats wrong with him these days! ARGH!

nobody wants to be lonely(:

2007-08-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

pictures, taken on friday!

the guy helping us take this was funnnyy!

hahaha.

I'm so squashed.

pictures, taken on saturday after youth!

badbad student! heehee.

*that was actually pesticide*

my once in a lifetime

photo taken with

a DRAMA KING.

TODAY?

today was alright, had my EL common test.

well, many people keep asking me if it was okay.

well, I guess it is! If I can score highest in level for my

english, I guess I can do the same for this. RIGHT?heh.

I have really so much things on my mind right now.

I need his help, really.

oh, & I saw this mushroom, it looked so cute:D

quizzziiees!

2007-08-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

just went to blog things and did some quizzes!
here are my results! LOLS.

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.
Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.
You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...
Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.
To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

What Should You Major In?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

your glory goes beyond all fame! you are Lord!

2007-08-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades,
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame.

had youth today, bryan didn't make it,
but Dionel did a really good job, hahah.
shprt & sweet.
broke barriers, opened up, aaah! it was good!
hahahah.
internet's been so slow lately boy.
had some pictures taken, will post them later hahah.
deborah was so cute, dionel made her look so cute!
like the flinstones style!
while I made her the hottie for the day.
still, she was what? a cute hottie? ahahah.
here's her picture, there is only those pictures
where I styled her up!
here they aaare :

my work of art on a real life person.
cute isn't she?!
aaaaah, she's so cute! I LOVE HER HAIR!

she calls this her sexy smile!
hahah, she's young, but she's still cute!

awwww, pose for the camera girl!
go deborah! go deborah!

sakae sushi kills.

2007-08-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

went to vivo city with josh, huajie, geliang, apphia & Isaac
to eat sakae sushi.
here's some pictures of our day at vivo city!

can you imagine the excitement?!

so the food came! sooo muuucch!

awhile later, NOT half- finished!

all feeling sick already, all ready to puke! *bleeaaahh!!*
traumatized by sushi.
SUSHI KILLS.

we weren't done yet! there
were many more plates that weren't stacked up!
please be informed that, the picture
above was not created on purpose.

*LEFT SAKAE SUSHI*
& diooooneeell came along, saved our lives?
lols.

so we went for a walk at the roof!
walk
walk
walk
sat down.

was suppose to be an EMO shot, according
to MR. DIONEL!

that wasn't Dionel, it was the mudslide
he had from ben & jerry's!

the mudslide, still acting up.

he had very little mudslide,
so he's fine now!
& I took this upside down
on purpose!

just enjoying the beautiful, not? scenery.

all taking random shots,
while Dionel was away, gone
to the toilet!

DARLINGS! :D

joshua, imitating feefee's smile.
get your own smile! HAHAHA.

so Dionel came back, relieved!
looked like he went for a long
time didn't it?
after the many pictures.

random shots again.

Apphia had to leave,
so I took a farewell picture with her!
hahah.

but in the end, we all went home.
:D

there are more pictures but
the others are with dionel!
will post them again another day!

train-ed home.

we're all winners, thanks to unity.

2007-08-08T14:53:00.000+08:00

waaaah! what a relieve!
finally the end of ZER07 run! crosscountry!
but anyway, it so rock-ed okay!
even though, it was sad that mdm ratnah couldn't join us
for the NE race from station to stations, it was fun
with our vice p. ! mr tay.
didn't expect him to be really fun!
hahahah.
I'm sure there's more to come from him!
we didn't get any prize, but to me,
know what the prize was?
being one united class with 3N1.
& we all worked together & we were
all pulling one another and kept on running!
we worked together.
& because of that, I am happy!
we didn't need a prize, cos I guess the objective
was to get our class united again & it was successful!
I LOVE YOU GUYS 3N1! <3
not to forget the game of tug o war!
hahahah, it was supposed to be 10 per class,
instead, my class had 13 people joined!
hahaha, but we were mostly girls, so it was accepted!
it was fun, we all kept pulling, so for the first round,
we won, & the second round, I'll guess the other group won
& had a tie, well I'd call it a tie, cos the rope snapped!
hahahah.
but khairul was injured, hope he's well already.

sorry there's no pictures, cos obviously,
we were all having too much fun! :D
will update soon, maybe tomorrow! after overnight prayer(:
meantime, you could browse around my blog? if you could, hahah.

2007-08-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken on
sunday! 05/08/07`

peace out! wendy, apphia, huajie & me!

the hottest of the hottest? apphia & me.

darlings! oh my love:D me & huajie.

forever love, sisters in christ!
wendy & me.

Today's happenings!

was so sleeeepy in schoool today,
I wasn't the only one.
had physics test, doesn't really
count as a test, maybe if you don't include the tips
mr peh gave, then it would be a test!
but the reason why mr peh gave MANY MANY tips,
was because we were all tooo lazy to do things.
hahahaha.
oh, & I screamed in class cos a housefly came towards me.
it has this shiny shiny bluish, greeeny colour on its back!
EEEWW, & it had wings, yes, cos its a housefly!
still, I got freaked out, & its not funny.

everything else was okay, except for PE.
I can tell you, the most legal way to get high!
when you are learning dancing as PE!
hahaha, jiaying & I were like running around
laughing our heads off.
& started twirling around & round.
hahaha, here's a videeeooo!

salsa dancing lessons in school!

hope you enjoyed it & even laughed! lols.

its the one who won't be taken

2007-08-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

had choir today, mdm lee couldn't come,
so I was asked to lead.
sorry jiaying, couldn't go for your dumb happytoilet thing!
hahahah.
yvonne's lays chips was so salty!
but I was hungry anyway, whoo! lols.
jiaying kept deesiaoing me today!
infront of him, I'm gonna kill her.
so we made a bet, if he really likes me,
I'll give her 1dollar, if he doesn't, she gives
me 1dollar!
great deal? not one to trifle with though.

just hung up the phone from conferencing with
joshua, apphia & huajie.
was so boring! hahah.
cos obviously, no one is talking, & apphia
was like silent aaall the waaay.
so sad! stall 3 is closed for one week,
cos worms were found in that stall!
EWW! but, there goes my mee soto.
that stall isn't so hygienic you know! once, they had
cockroaches in their mee rebus sauce! now, its worms
inside their stall ! yuck!yuck!yuck!

I really pity mdm leong, she really tolerates our nonsense,
& the class doesn't care anymore,
she's like answering her own questions now!
I should start helping her today.
aaaah! tomorrow there's mother tongue, argh.
I don't like mother tongue, its boring &
I always feel sleepy during mother tongue.

oh well, its so warm! so I'm gonna go take a shower!
ciao! adios!

he who dwells

2007-08-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

after church, went out with some of the youths.
went to bras basar, if its spelt correctly?
hahahah.
had to get guitar strings & some other stuff.
Ge Liang was already thinking of having dinner at like 3plus!
well its also because we all felt so tired suddenly today.
mine was explainable okay! was working yesterday!
we had some pictures taken, but, unfortunately,
its not uploaded so I can't grab them from apphia.
I'll post them once I get them.
& goodnight peeps.

I see beauty in ugly

2007-08-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

spent quite some time of art, cleaning & scrubbing the
tables clean! mdm ratnah put a notice! hahha.
saying :

"THE ART ROOM IS CLEAN BECAUSE 3NI CLEANED IT,
SO PLEASE KEEP IT CLEAN!"

1 hour later!

on our way to simei ITE, we were watching
simpson's the movie on boonchuan's PSP,
junyi got butterfingers! hahah,
he dropped boonchuan's PSP on the floor of the bus.
luckily the bus wasn't moving yet!
& everything, I mean everything, came out from
boonchuan's mouth. hhahah.

1/2.. 1/4 hours?

reached simei ITE, I like the beauty course!
but of course I'll consider taking that course,
only if I ever end up in ITE!
not that its a bad place, but,
I don't really plan to go to ITE after my
secondary school days.
its either poly, art school or else, australia.
just not ITE right now.
although its really really! interesting.

keivin & huajie didn't come to school!
see! both pon school!
anyway, really tired so I'm
gonna go off already.

the rose <3

2007-08-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

some say love, it is a river that drowns
the tendereed.
some say love, it is a razor that leaves
your soul to bleed.
some say love, it is a hunger, an endless
aching need.
I say love, it is a flower and you,
its only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking,
that never takes the chance.
It's the one, who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give.
& the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live.
when the night has been to lonely and the road
has been to long,
& you think that love is only for the lucky
and the strong, just remember, in the winter,
far beneath the bitter snows,
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring, becomes the rose.

I just feel so messed up, although I
didn't do anything!
messedup messedup.
I just need you right now & forever.

can you feel the love tonight?

2007-07-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

so what if I want the whole world to know?
yeah, of course I can make it to poly.
unlike you, you pathetic sleep head & awfully lazy BUM!
pls don't talk so much yeah.
try looking at yourself before you judge someone else!

went to NAFA after school today,
its pretty nice there.
I didn't quite like the gallery 3,
but the first gallery we went to was quite okay.
there's one with the doll, sitting on the carpet,
it kind of freaked us out at first.
& after awhile, we got used to it! hahaha.
the eyes were like outlined in red, looked kind of evil.
but went we took a picture of the eye, it looked totally
the opposite of EVIL! hhaahaha.
boonchuan & junyi didn't believe there was this
sculpture square & they didn't want to follow.
so Yvonne & myself just walked & we found the place.
inside the place was very SILENT, peaceful.
like so, wow.
hhahahha.

off to watch teeeveee!

king of kings & Lord of Lords.. :D

2007-07-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

today when to church, tution was first, as usual.
& finally I had questions to ask.
hahahah.
as the usual, that everyone doesn't know,
PROPERTIES OF TANGENTS.
lols.
you know.. the triangles in circles?
hahah, & its so confusing & pretty boring!
there wasn't really youth service actually.
just normal meetings.
learning about evangelism.
hahahah, interesting? hmm.
but pretty boring, but gotta listen yeah.
understood it.
just practically learning how to reach out.
saw a clip about a church somewhere,
having heavy metal! & like 800 youths
go there, but it didn't seem they go there for God,
it seemed more like they went there for the music & entertaintment!

6.30pm!

Family night, the kids could go watch some cartoon
that came out recently, but wasn't shown in singapore.
don't know why, wasn't offensive though.
maybe singapore's just sloooow?
anyway, the cartoon's called CURIOUS GEORGE.
& the monkey is like soooo cute!
hahahah.

have to wear white tomorrow,
cos its pastor jame's & pastor jason's
ordination!
so, the whole youth will be wearing white.
& I so look fat in white lah!
but oh well, can't break the whole white plan thingy.
hahaha.

affection <3

2007-07-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

I did this for art today.
is it nice?
I call this piece, AFFECTION.
idk why, just felt like it.
hahaha.
you should be able to see 2 faces in it!

there isn't really anything to say at all.
just that, today I felt so
embarrassed carrying 3 pkts of durians
back home.
I had to hold the plastic bag really tight
so the smell wouldn't escape.
I'm glad no one actually looked at me.
hahahah.
can you imagine ?!
after school, buying 3 pkts of durians.
IN UNIFORM.
oh well, there's always GOD.
I don't make sense though.
hahaha.

caught between love <3

2007-07-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

I want to give up on you!
it's just so difficult when
there is someone else crazy over
you & is sitting beside me.
If you think she's spreading,
I'll tell you, she isn't.
someone else is.
It's so hard to even say hi to
you as a friend now.
it's like so suffocating.
I hope you would at least say hi to me?
at least I'll feel comfortable.
sigh.

was supposed to do print-making
for art lesson today.
didn't expect that for once,
2 periods of art was too little!
I was actually looking forward to
finishing my art work, passing up
& after being marked, bring it home
to frame it up in my room.
now that my room is painted,
I plan to have many fond memories
in it & have a little change.
like hanging up my little achievments!
hahahah.
Ms Pok didn't come today!
well, I'm surprised I'm starting
to do my maths like a normal good student.
hahaha.
cos for awhile, I wasn't really interested in maths.
but i finished my worksheet today.

My singing competition is
this coming sunday at the punggol CC.
3pm!
the singing competition isn't
a very long competition actually.
in like 1 or 2 days, they'll determine the winner
already! so fast right? sounds simple
to win 10k.
I don't believe its that simple.
but then again, it could be.

you got me right where you want me<3

2007-07-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

my parents went to johor without me today!
hahah.
but I was in school, so wth.
was supposed to go to some company where
jia ying works, to apply for a part-time job
to help out at mediacorp.
pays quite well okay.
but only realised my EZ-Link card
had 99 cents left in it.
hahahah.
its like, how do I take 3 buses with 99 cents?
at the most 2? pathetic isn't it.
everytime I'm watching my show,
my dad has to come in halfway & watch his football.
what's so interesting about football, like what,
just watching 20 people chasing after one ball.
if you really look into it, its really stupid!

I saw him today walking in the hall,
I keep quiet, but inside of me.
its all him.
I just can't stand it!
I guess I'm really so into him.
I keep finding a chance to say hi to him.
hahah, maybe I should just do what
yvonne does, wear black shoes! hahah.

I want to earn my own money so I
can get my psp or DS as soon as possible yeah.
& my competition's round 1 is this coming sunday.
having cold feet already.
aaaaah.
what if I can't even get through round 1?
it'll be so dumb lah!
sigh, can I do it? can I?
I feel so, so, down I guess.
someone keep my spirits up?
I wish he would though.

2007-07-24T19:34:00.001+08:00

I know that you are something special.
I hope you'll see the heart in me.
I don't want just anyone to hold.
I don't want my love to go to waste.
you're the one I wanna hold.

It just doesn't feel so right today,
I'd wanted to say hi, but couldn't.
How come I feel that you people
are just getting all the wrong ideas?
I hope I'm not just thinking too much.
just talk to me ?
I'll be more than happy!
& yvonne & myself have TONS of questions for you!
hahaha.
I saw her today, she isn't as good looking
as I thought she would be.
but, well, you like her don't you.
So why should I bother at all?
only JY would. sigh.
____________________________________________________

to start off with today, I was almost late.
I woke up at 6.30am!
the alarm on my mum's phone didn't ring AGAIN.
but glad I could chase the bus!
no, thanks to some lady, I managed to catch the bus.
had mother tongue test.
BUMMER! didn't study!
lols, I would consider it easy, but don't think I can pass.
its not from our textbook or something.
its, like some other school's test paper or something?
yvonne really came with black shoes today, she had
the intention of lying, but her lie turned out to be true.
hahahaah.
JIAYING is so crazy over sam! OH PLS, he's already attached.
will you leave him alone?
you won't want rumours to spread don't you.
it wouldn't be nice.
sigh.
was suppose to go mediacorp for some interview today.
but forgot to bring some ID photo. hahah.
how do I bring it up to my parents huh?
sigh.
I know I should ask them and have their consent first.
well, thats about all for today.
I need to go, dad wants to use & ooh, my brother's coming back.
hahah.

Ihopeitcomestruebaby<3

2007-07-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

now I don't really care what you want anymore!
people have lives you know.
all you want is a guy you say you love.
but isn't that just infactuation?
just get on with your life! & things will go smoothly
for you on the way.

my dream, :D

girl 1 saw guy 1 with girl 2,
somehow, something happened &
girl 1 felt so heart broken & started crying,
ran to class, started locking both doors.
crying so bitterly until she was shivering.
guy 1 chased after her, stood
outside the door asking her to open the door.
she felt so sick, & weak! so opened it up
& told him she was feeling cold all of a sudden
& asked for help.
he touched her hand & she feels her heart
beating so hard!
she fainted, so guy 1 carried her somewhere,
I don't know where.
& when girl 1 woke up, he was there for her.
they ended up together.

I love you sam! <<3

2007-07-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

today helped out at the butterflies.
they were so funny.
so cute too.
little kids, you knoooow.
oh gosh, each time I look at his picture.
I feel so in love.
am I really in love? or is that just infactuation?
today my mum painted my room.
LIGHT LIGHT LIGHT PURPLE.
of course it will turn out nice, cos I chose the colour!
hahah.
each time he looks into my eyes, I feel so, wow.
I can't find a topic to talk to him & not make him
think I'm some irritating girl!
now someone else wants him, & I don't know what to do.
but, I know for sure, he isn't for me, its impossible
for us to be together, & yet I want him to like me!
what's wrong with me? I guess this time I'm just in love?
I don't want people to take him away from me!
aaarrgh! I feel so.. UNDESCRIBABLE FEELING.
sigh, is that love? oh is that love?

hurthurthurthurt by <3

2007-07-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

it hurts so badly, did you have to
be like this when
you can be something else?
What I want is really simple,
umm, okay?

I just miss you now.

some pictures taken at
Diana's birthday!(:

Apphia & me(:

Apphia has lotsa memories
on her phone!
nothing better to do huh, apphia?

dancing queen.

2007-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

The day was today.
First, I wanted it to pass me by quickly.
Now I miss those few hours ago!
The experience was great, everything was.
sound people played the song so late!
& people were like screaming & so we couldn't hear
the song so we sang like off tune!
But I'm glad we got back on track!
hahah, took some pictures in the holding room.
here they aaarrre!

:DDDDDD

babe? HAHAH!

fairy god makcik & wedding singer.

Asyura the Empress & Me!

SAM the phantom & Me!

3 hotties? hahahaah! again.

Jonathan/johnny? & me. lols.

Yi Ling & Me(:

fairy god makcik & me again!

finally, THE WEDDING SINGERS!

byebyebyebyebye!
I'm so tired so I'm gonna pass out
on my bed! :DD

NYP! starburst.

2007-07-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

ugh, so tired! no strength to eat anymore.
& I'm like still gorging myself with pasta my mum cooked.
have to, if not she'll make a bigbig fuss.
sigh, where do I get like $5 from now?
I'm short of $5! to be accurate, actually $4.30.
Today rly had fun at NYP!
just that many ppl were looking at us while we were
walking along the campus to go to the auditorium.
hahahah.
here's some pictures we took.
& some videos too!

PICTURES

Nitish, the emperor, hahah! playing with
phantom's mask!

Jonathan looks like some designer !
playing with, Asyura's wig!

just me & yvonne playing around with
the beautiful crowns.

we were so fascinated by Alex's afro
hair! whooooo.

Me & Yvonne, AGAIN! hahah.

Me & the laughing twin, Rachel,
she's REALLY GOOD.

Alex, with phantom's mask.
we were fascinated again. hahah.

The emperor looks dark.
he looks like sheik haikel!
if thats how you spell it.
hahahah.

thinking of you

2007-07-18T20:18:00.001+08:00

mdm ratnah was absent today,
so guess who reliefed us,
TAY TEN KIET (if thats how you spell it?)
whatever it is, he sucks okay.
Everyone of us definitely has the right to
say something you know.
he was like so dumb, chasing 3N1 out of 3N1.
he just had to find fault with something.
even though there is nothing.
SOMETHING you know!
anywhoo-ha, I don't want to care anymore.
anyway, the school's gonna take him out, right?
yeah, whatever.

Now I'm so not crazy over starburst actually.
apparently, Jeremy went to tell reynold, daryl & Nelia
to come!
tomorrow's full dress rehearsal again.
I guess I'm not wearing my shoe anymore.
but I'll have to ask mdm lee first if
I could wear Asyura's shoes. It feels much better
on my feet! haha. so it won't hurt.
I have to make a note to myself also.
just like Ms pok.
I have to really sing confidently.

Actually I had decided to not join the contest.
I mean, there is surely other opportunities for
me out there don't you think?
But because Yvonne wants her psp.
Bronson wants his DS lite.
& if course, not surprisingly, khariani
wants her chocolate.
worth of 200bucks?!
haha.
Jia Ying wants a psp too.
you know she's rly tolerant?
But I know I want to be there for her &
speak the truth to her.
She's a nice person.
she will always be precious in his sight(:

you were always there for me, the tender wind
that carried me. A light in the dark,
shining your love into my life.

thecraze

2007-07-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

had full dress rehearsal today!
my feet hurts really really badly okay!
but it was the only way to get season with it, duh.
feet hurts badbad!
didn't feel like a star at all, getting too much attention
isn't such a great thing you know.

I wanna get that edusave award!
then I could go buy my DS lite..
sweeet pinkish one.
its rly nice okay.
I mean, thats like the second best from psp lah!
so why not?
300dollars cheque okay!
Today my name was in the list of selection for
the edusave award.
but I still think eagles award is better.
but criteria only meets for student leaders.
they get 500dollars cheque okay?!

why must I act stupid today?
why wasn't he there huh?
whywhy?
so many questions left unanswered.

I wished you were there to see how beautiful
she was, but you weren't there. sigh.

whatsthefuss?

2007-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

apparently, when shopping for stuff for school concert.
couldn't find black heeled pumps, so was walking around
for such a longlong time!
my mum was like so hotheaded just because my dad's
client didn't pay for the job.
& she made such a bigbig fuss!
but at the end, I bought a silver one.
not really pumps.. at least the colour matches &
its high-heeled.

bought a really, quite long necklace.
some beads on it.
its really nice, black & silver beads.
different sizes, kind of difficult to differentiate
the sizes between the beads also.
had to buy a pair of bigger earring hoops cos
apparently, my teacher said the one I currently have
is not big enough.
sometimes I wonder,
we spent like a bomb..&
are they going to like pay us back? I doubt so.

anyway, its pretty late already.
I should be in bed.
will try to update as soon as possible.
pretty busy lately!

2007-07-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

The day when we committed ourselves!
we are the missionaries!
youths of MFH!
can you find me?(:

hahah, just realised that I can make bronson study.
THREATEN HIM.
hahah, I told him if he didn't do his work.
he can't get his DS.
HAHAH!
then suddenly he is such a different person.
during recess my heart almost stopped.
I was walking and then I saw him sitting at the table
right infront of mine.
so I faced the other way.
Jun Yi's father very funny leh!
walao, don't want psp but money instead.
I won't give Jun Yi money lor.
its either psp or nothing at all.
it all depends on him now, but anyway who cares.
can I even win?
first, I have to think of the cash.
Jia Ying is always delaying!

I might love you too, lol.
wheeeee(:

Student's Investiture 2007(:

2007-07-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

lols, now in the school library.
wasting my half an hour..waiting for starburst rehearsal.
boring.
lols, yvonne is typing bronson's corrupted english script.
MAN! HIS GRAMMAR SUCKS OKAY.
not to be so offensive, but, you'll know its true.
when you know him. hah, whatever.

Today mdm leong kind of got our attention through a game.
that was the only time to make everyone else listen to her.
hahahah.
but it was fun!
we had some games which require bidding.
MONEYMONEYMONEY, not interested.

had students investiture today also!
was so nervous! we had to wear a tie.
so horrible.
felt like I was choking to death okay!
argh, just felt so uncomfortable.
it was easy to make friends cos everyone was asking
each other if their tie was slanted or not.
hahaha.
we had such cool lightsticks.
mine was red, deadly. hahah.
when it was performing arts group
everyone suddenly felt like going to the toilet!
HAHAH!
serious okay yvonne, she's looking.
today is the VERY FIRST TIME I couldn't eat mee soto.
sadness):

ugh, my mum gave me only 8 bucks today.
not enough for dinner..waaaah!
guess I'll just stick to the very dangerous one.
CUP NOODLES! deadly? deadly. not very though.
haha, I feel ~~not~~ extremely humourous today.
& flattered.
cos my class were screaming for me when I went up stage.
AWWWWWWW..such good people.
they're not prejudiced against us afterall.
hehehe.

oh yeah, & I think he saw me go up stage?
cos, ITS OBVIOUS OKAY!
cos the emcee like called my FULL NAME & he knows
my FULL NAME.
when I don't even know his first name.
argh.

okay, I have to go figure out
what to do on the computer now,
cos obviously I have nothing to say :D

2007-07-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

wouldn't say I had a rough day.
well, for once, Bronson shut his mouth.
& so I practically had so much fun in school!
choir was.. hmm.. SHORT.
not as usual, we were learning the chinese
version of "row your boat"! hahah, so funny.

Jun Yi want a PSP, so does yvonne.
CP wants chocolate, easy! hahah.
Jia Ying won toto! hahah.
13k lor!
I asked her to pay the 20 bucks registration for me
& she didn't say anything. waaaah! lols.
Bronson wants his 100 bucks, you know I have half a mind
of giving it to him. hahahah.

you know how much I need that for my concert!
There are so many things to prepare for!
nails, necklaces, earrings, tiara, STUFF okay.
provide some cash for me to get them &
I really want to take part in the competition.
PLEASE, If I could, win this, I want to put my tithe away first.
& give some money to my parents & rewards to friends.
PLEASE PLEASE, help me through this money issue!

you're my hero(:

2007-07-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

you pissed me right off!
you didn't have to throw the pen out the window
did you?
and you don't feel any remorse at all.
I've endured for so long & yet you don't get
that into you thick & pathetic skull?
you are such a pathetic loser.
yeah, start blaming me for every
single thing you see that seems wrong
when I didn't even lay a finger on it.
argh! I'VE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY!!

yay! yvonne & khariani followed
me to go shopping! :DD
well, not shopping unnecessarily,
had to buy some clothes for my school's concert.
STARBURST! '07
had such a hard time finding a top!
but fortunately yvonne found me a
sort of cute top.
So I bought it with a silver belt
with a heart-shaped buckle!Y
& bought a pair of leggings to go along with the outfit!
hahah, I feel so happy!
well, also becaaaauussee,
I finally feel your support! but,
now, my money's gone!
had to give my mum some money to
go pay for the curtain's laundry!
NOW HOW DO I JOIN THE COMPETITION?!
without my 20 bucks, its completely useless!

GOD, HELP ME THROUGH.

I have to go prepare my testimony for sunday!
aahhh!
so I have to go! (:
I just feel so encouraged today! :D

"you're all I long to see, my friend who gave
his life for me, you're all I long to be Jesus, the hero inside
of me is you(:"

2007-07-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

sigh, came back home & decided to watch TV for awhile.
unexpectedly, fell asleep.
hahah.
one thing about wireless keyboard is that it is so damn
irritating! so difficult to type!!!
I just added 2 new songs to my blog.

WHAT THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE
&
BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME.

now huajie wants me to edit her blog.
so I have to go!(:

ciao people.

I think I love you

2007-07-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

sigh, suddenly felt so heartbroken today.
But, when I think of him, I felt, I wasn't alone!
But I don't like him! its just embarrassing when his
friends are around!
She hurt me, I don't know if I should trust her or
treat her as if she could be my best friend anymore.
It could just be jealousy, but how come I feel
so scared, hurt & not angry?

I was crying when I put my head down,
no one knew how I felt at all,
Ryan was like adding salt to the wound.
He was suppose to be taking the class key, but refused to.
So I threw the key to him.. he didn't bother to catch it.
So it fell to the floor.
My teacher said becareful not to throw at himself.
So I didn't answer back, so I guess he kind of
figured out himself then.
Back in class, Jun Yi was in the Harry Potter craze mood.
He started reading the book & talking in some kind of slang.
Khariani was so irritated by it, so I think she was
listening to her music.

I'm so tired, I have half a mind of quitting the competition.
sigh, okay, I haven't joined it yet.
but, I'm just so tired, I've got rehearsals,
studies, umm, many more!
I really don't know what to do!
At one point, she's supporting me,
at another time, she's backstabbing me!
you're right, why should I even care
what she says? you support me don't you?
well, afterall, thats because you want you PSP after I win.
HAHAH.

I think I love you

2007-07-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

had so much fun in school today!

EXTREMELY FUN.

we learned to dance during PE lesson.

Boon Chuan shaked his butt so hard & we all laughed so hard!

The malay girls seemed so prejudiced against us, making us sound

as though we were the pathetic ones, I guess they should be the real

pathetic ones!

after our chicken dance, we were all learing some kind of serbian dance.

we were like moving 19 steps to the right & hop! then another 19 steps

so the left & hop! AGAIN.

so we were done with PE, & finished class, went on to CME.

Mdm Ratnah wasn't too happy with the class, but it was no surprise to me.

obviously the class has no basic manners. I mean, I don't want to be so mean,

but the people at the back were really pushing it too far!

it was kindness week, so she gave us small pieces of papers to fill up,

like what kindness meant to us.

wasn't that long, by the time Jia Ying & I came back, CME lesson was over.

SO SAD.

here comes Mdm Leong, she has sooo much things to complain about you know!

I mean, sometimes, things that she says are kind of true, but can't she tell

that she's is actually getting a little too much on it?

I know she just wants to tell someone about it, I have really no objection.

But, people are just the way they are, God will always speak to them somehow,

someway!

sigh.

I'm so happy! Yvonne & I are gonna sing "because you loved me" by celine dion

at the finale of our upcoming cultural night, STARBURST!

I'm gonna invite my friends, hope they can come.

My teacher thought I was gonna get stressed up again & faint.

hahahahah.

I'm excited, not really nervour, just a little bit.

hahah.

2007-07-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

YDARLINGS!(:

had a really weird dream.
while I was sleeping, don't know what time.
that my school was givng everyone of us,
a laptop, VAIO laptop!
& we were all taking boxes out of this bag.
RANDOMLY.
so we take them out of the boxes
& if we didn't like the colour,
we would change them.
There were lots of colour, but I only saw Blue&Pink.
so we all kept getting the blue ones so
we put it back and keep getting other boxes.
fighting to get the pink one.
which could probably be the only pink one?
yeah, weird.

so I woke up at 10 plus,
thought I might want to go downstairs to the provision
shop to buy self-raising flour, milk & caster sugar.
cos, I wanted to make pancakes for breakfast.
So I asked my mum if I could make pancakes
today, & she suddenly got so worked up
and said no.
the reason was because we were going to
paint the whole of our living room today.
cos the new sofa set will be here on friday.

My dad bought sky beige,
my mum said it was peach, so I was
like whatever & just started painting.
It looked the same to me!
Isn't it supposed to be a litte pinkish?
it looks a lot WHITE!! & it is white.
basically.
argh.

The water was so hot in the afternoon!
So my dad couldn't take a shower.
we just painted the walls.
my dad left for work & so
it was just me, my mum, & milo.
the M&Ms.
reminds me of .. oh nothing.
and oh well, the days goes on & on.
we have to move on as well.
we just finished painting &
I just finished bathing.
&
I'm still having the craze for transformers!
hahaha.
OMG! I Y THAT SHOW.
okay, I have to go look for some recipes.
especially, cheeesecaake!

sometimes

2007-07-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

sorry for not blogging for the past 2 days.
was really busy & then really tired.
hahah.

SATURDAY

unfortunately, I couldn't get my phone
back, so, NO PICTURES.
we finished kind of fast.
we collected quite a number but I wouldn't
say the most.
cos, we're collecting from
private estates!
compared to HDB, not much of them
would want to give those food stuff
to us!
some of them don't even want
to come out when they are at home.
ugh.
Enough bout LOCD.

so we finished about 10.20am,
so I left for youth.
was on my way to church.
cos we started exceptionally early
that day cos we needed to practice
our drama coming up this sunday.
practically, this sunday,
the service will be all ours.
so we needed lots of preparation.
it was kind of last minute,
so we were rushing like hell!
we took a longer time then we expected,
so we were done & started praying.
they prayed for my friend, & huajie's friend.
apphia heard God, me? didn't. sigh.
but it was all still good.
we all kept crying & crying!!
I cried till my jeans & the carpet was wet.
hahahahahah.
Bryan cried till he couldn't identify his own
tissue.
hahah.
everyone was really touched and felt the presence
of God!
We fasted lunch so we were all
hungry. hahah.
Geliang complained he was hungry, so did manuel.
we all were hungry, just that the rest of us
kept really quiet. LOL.
we were done praying & Bryan said we could
only eat at 5pm!
so we were all looking at clock.
when it was 5 minutes to 5pm,
we were like YES! 5 MORE MINUTES TO GO!
hahah.
Then the next thing you know,
5 minutes were gone, we (apphia, wendy, huajie & myself)
all chiong-ed to beng soon.
Apphia ate too fast so she her stomach started to hurt.
LOLS.
we were all like chasing the fly away too.

6pm
Miracle healing service

There were lots of people there.
I saw this boy, he was so so cute!
but he had deselexia, if thats how its spelt.
felt so sad for the boy & i don't know why,
I just cried.
it was good!

YESTERDAY/SUNDAY

It was the official YOUTH DAY!
we went to watch transformers!
it was so so funnnyyy!!
hahahah.
The cars were all so cool okay,
although I'm not really into cars.
Isabelle was so cute.
before we went to bishan,
I had to follow them back home cos
isabelle wouldn't let go of me.
So she said "jiejie sleep with me"
& her mum told her can't, cos we're going out
together in awhile.
so back in the car, she said,
"jiejie sleep! sleep!" so i pretended,
& she beat me! & said "JIEJIE! JIEJIE!"
hahah.
asking me to wake up.
so i said "boo!"
& she laughed.
so she asked me to wake her up next
& she boo-ed me back.
hahah, she was soooo cuuuttte!
& did you know she is very particular about hygiene?
LOLS.
she's cute STILL.
& forever will beee:D
hahah.

so I bus-ed home after the movie,
my aunt & uncle was at my place,
so we went to have dinner.
couldn't really eat much.
cos uncle justin made me eat!
TIDBITS!
hahah.
at the movies of course.
LOLS.
have to go!
re-painting the house.
SKY BEIGE!/peach.

2007-06-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

I can't stand those girls!
argh, whats up with them?
They got a problem? ugh.

had one period of physics,
just went to the toilet to dry my
friends back, came back, & one period was gone!
LOLS
we had another group of hong Kong students
that came for a visit today.
haha, honestly, the previous batch was better.
hehe.

I saw him at the canteen today!!
OMG, I was so embarrassed
is it true? or is it just a prank?
sigh, such confusions.

Mdm Ratnah couldn't come for our Art
lesson today, I'm not sure why.
she was probably busy with other stuff.
So we finished our poster for
L.O.C.D (Love Our Community Day) which is
tomorrow.
It turned out well, we're so proud of our work!
hahah.
I'm getting my phone back today hopefully!
So I could probably post some pictures of
tomorrow's even here!
haaha, DISadvantage is that we have to be there
really early.
& I'm afraid I can't wake up on time.
haha.

was REALLY tired today!
came home & slept for a really long time!
I slept for 2 hours I think.
& I was really practising for my
singing competition.
Mdm Lee was happy that I joined.
haha.
she even offered to coach me in singing.
maybe I could use a little help? hah.
well, I'm watching 'switched' now,
so I have to go.
will post again tomorrow.
till then, see yoou!!

I wanna believe in Everything that you say,
cos it sounds so good.
& if you really want me, move slow.
There's things about me you just have
to know.

2007-06-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today I decided to go for the competition.
LOLS
It's kind of frightening.
Cos you won't know how the audition might be like,
or am I even gonna make it to the next round?
I don't want to spent my $20 for nothing you know.
Finally something comes my way, my dream.
I love to perform!
"so I hope you'd help me through this thing(:"
I've decided to sing "sometimes" by britney spears
for the audition day, if there is one. haha.
wish me luck! people.

Today school seemed like yesterday.
Almost same.
First, was kind of sick at assembly.
haha.
Then was super sleepy!
Had one period of English lesson & was
sleeping, I can't help it!
She was talking about how to score for our oral.
I'm all over that. LOLS
*bell-ed*
off the mother tongue class.
Ching Long & Jian Sheng were quarelling
& guess who was in between them?
ME.
was so irritating!
Didn't see reynold today.
They said he had some NCC thing.
was awfully boring today!

curry potato began to be so excited over
me joining the competition.
LOLS.
& again! today,
we had 2 periods of
FREE FROM MATHS!
haha, wonder where MsPok went.
chemistry is so much better without Mr Chua.
LOLS
no offence but true, well, the class
rather listen to Mrs Valerie Ang.
Her baby is so cute!
especially the eyes!
LOLS.
okay, I'm so tired now.
will post tomorrow<3

Miracles Do happen(:

2007-06-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

I could say it was fun today.
well, first we had 3 periods of free period
cos Ms Pok didn't turn up!
Next, the hong kong students came to chat with us.
hmm, we went to give out the flyers during CME,
got lost & a little late for assembly. LOL .

&& the best thing was, I was able to talk about God
to my dear friend! :D
I could tell she was disliked, so I shared the word
with her & she still could listen. haha.
Thank God(:

I was talking to Mdm Lee bout the singing competition.
she said I should join!
But, I really don't know okay!
Even if you guys think I should join,
it all still comes around back to me to decide.
Sigh.
Negative thoughts just keep running through my mind!

" You tell me what you want "

Switched !

2007-06-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

sorry haven't been blogging lately guys!
school just re-opened so its kind of a little
hectic! heh :D

YESTERDAY

school re-opened, as usual, LONG SPEECH.
but it was okay, wasn't that bad. LOLS.
The good news is, we can come to school at
9am on Monday from next week onwards!
hahah, they were saying its
because of Sunday.
Everyone would be having those
Sunday blues.
Overall, it seemed normal.
Ms Jolene Lim came in to class
& explained what Social Studies would be about.
Seems kind of interesting you know.
This could be fun! hahah.
Sigh, Mr Chua is gone & Mrs Valerie Ang
is back, we saw her yesterday walking at the side
of the hall.
She looked pregnant again, but it was just her
tummy I guess.
well, enough of yesterday, there wasn't anything
special or unusual that happened yesterday(:

TODAY

couldn't wake up!
one bad thing bout my mum's phone is
that you can't set more than one alarm.
Sigh, cos I've always used my phone to set
one alarm at 5.30am then 6.00am.
So I'd have half an hour of extra sleep!
LOL
school was fine, there was PE.
Our PE now starts after recess,
argh, I hate it.
But, the fun part is, we get to learn dance!
hahah, but its ballroom dance.
its fine, but worst, SALSA!
Especially when there is no professional
but Mr Ng is teaching you.
LOLS, but I guess its okay.

Watching the new 9pm chinese show now.
So I gotta go, anyway there's nothing else to say
for today!
hahah, till my next post, will see you :D

He's a miracle workin God:DD

2007-06-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

yesterday was family night at
aunt bernie's place!
haha, had fun.
LOVED the food. hehe.
well, at least I learnt how to cook them(:

we took some pictures in
Manuel's room too! haha,
it was fun.
here's some of the pictures :

just smile for the cam:D

show me that funny face!!

was so frightened yesterday!
my brother called to say he met with
an accident!
THANK GOD he's fine.
if not I don't think I can even sleep!
it wasn't his fault, we know it.
it was some taxi's fault!
it U-turned when not supposed to &
caused a bike to jam brake so
of course the person behind wouldn't know anything &
brakes too.
so my brother knocked the back of the bike a little bit.
so the bike wobbled & fell right in front
of the car.
& now since they can't claim anything from the taxi
cos they number's unknown, they had/wanted to claim
it from my dad's car insurance ALTHOUGH they knew
whose fault it was.
SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST NOT HONEST!
some people are just asking to be hated!
now my dad's insurance is sort of more..
for next year only.
and my brother got 6 demerit points.
SIGH.

TODAY

enough about yesterday!
let's talk about today!
PRAISE & WORSHIP was good.
I mean GOOD!!
pretty much enjoyed myself.
people said I dressed well today((:
:DDD
LOL.
service was hmm,
straightforward & funny too. hah.
isabelle was like running EVERYWHERE!
lols, she keeps on running to the toilet
to wash her hands.
so service ended, & my parents & I
went to jackson's place,
the prawn noodle stall was STILL AROUND!!
so we ate prawn noodles:DDDDD
it was yuuummyy(:
so came home and used the computer to check my email.
and was chatting with josh, haha,
webcam-ed & he was in church!
so were EVERYONE.
LOLS!
so everyone started coming.. lols.

only apphia and wendy knows about this..
"M&Ms?? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT OKAY."

hahah, okay I gotta go edit the youth blog for
awhile.. see yah!

"friends! here I come!! we'll suffer the long speech together:D"

yes it's true, & I believe it.

2007-06-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

omg, habbo pretty much made me angry
today. LOL, I know its stupid, but I don't know
why as well. hahah.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY TYPING TODAY??

dad bought home, lunch.
some ARAB nasi bryani.
hahah.
I didn't know there is arab one.
anyway it was such a big portion!
hahah, couldn't finish it.

I just finished composing a song.
something sort of from my heart? lols.
just needed to come out with the right tune
from my keyboard.
I had to sing it out a couple of times to
find the tune, but its almost done.
& now I'm trying to write a christian song.
only got one part of the chorus so far, so.. yeah.LOL.

after dinner, we were STILL clearing the cabinets.. below.
hahah, we have to break it down tomorrow
& the new cabinets will be delivered over too tomorrow.
but they are coming to fix it like Tuesday!
that is so long!
and guess when the sofa's coming, like forever.
on 6th of July.
guess we'll just have to wait, making a big fuss
is not gonna help.

"yes its truuuee & I believe it! .."

macaques are cute!

2007-06-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

today woke up & used the computer.
hahah, used for almost the whole day you know!
I was just watching the discovery channel with my dad
& obviously, thats is the only time I watch that.
cos my dad watches it.
hahah.
they were talking about a kind of monkey called
macaques.
they are really cute!
they know how swim you know.
the only monkeys in the world I know that
can swim. LOL.
they even know the relationship of numbers and everything.
hahah.
rest of the information..
STILL WATCHING.
lols.

mum made claypot chicken rice today!
without claypot, but still tasted as good.
spent the WHOLE after dinner part, cleaning up
the cabinets.
clearing all those stuff we don't want anymore.
cos the new cabinet's coming soon.
my parents bought a set of sofa too!
our worst fear is, our dog might pee on it.
hahahah.

I know this sounds stupid,
but I was bored and had nothing to do.
so I played HABBO.
the whole time I was logged in there,
my user, danced.. the whole time I was there.
lols.
but made best buddies with people from other country.
lols.
how can someone like someone in habbo?
WEIRD.

"I feel it in my heart, it's you."

I guess I like you, do you?

2007-06-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

whee, my tummy's satisfied(:
had dinner just now.
my mum went to buy the TOM YAM paste earlier
in the noon.
she made tom yam soup and just added
fish, tomatoes, crabmeat & beef balls! my favourite.
it turned out okay.
but after awhile, it tasted kind of medicinal. heh.
I'd prefer eating just the beef ball.
its nice okay!
hahah, alright! enough about dinner already.

did some personal stuff today
& oh yeah, I need to pass a message
to my second brother.
sigh, MY PREPAID'S GOING LOW!
topping up needed.
I spend like the whole day on
computer, TV, computer & more TV!
its so boring at home.
tried to ask jiahui out but her "schedule's" full.
so she turned me down.
of course I'm sad, but not because she turned me down.
because people don't give others a chance!
hmph):
anyway, I have to go find something else to do.
will post again tomorrow.

"I miss you, I guess I like you. is it that hard to believe?
you could at least say something.
do you like me? does the she in your nick mean me?"

you're everything

2007-06-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

"you're every word, every sentence, everything to me.
I don't know why I feel this way.
when you wonder so much, it bugs me a lot.
Its difficult to hate you, I don't know why.
I guess its because its a lot easier to LOVE YOU.
yeah, I guess I like you.
does it come around back to me from .. you?
I hope you read this, but of course you can't?
sigh, I miss & love you.
you make me happy(:"

will you love me like I do?

can you take it all away?

2007-06-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

I pratically had nothing to do today.
well, I woke up kind of late today.
I woke up like in the afternoon!
hahah.
had to send my new jeans for alteration
& will be collecting it tomorrow
so I can wear it on Sunday!
wheeeee.
Did assessments too.
totally blanked out!
I was like, WHAT IS THIS?
ugh.
enough about today.

something's weird though,
no one has been writing anything on
the youth blog anymore!
it's become such a bore?
sigh, anyway we will be creating a new one.
so that'll be a temporary one.
I don't mind actually,
cos honestly, I'm tired of how that one looks!
heehee.

"I wonder what you're doing, I wonder where you are.
can you take it all away?"

thank you Lord

2007-06-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

BLESSED(:

went to hougang mall with my mum,
we had dinner & I had to buy some
assessment books too.
sadly, I could't find any maths.
oh well.
then we decided to walk around
a little bit.
we ended up walking for
quite some time!
hahaha, but it was great.
my mum bought me a pair of shoes
& a pair of jeans.
the jeans was so beautiful!
the back pocket had this golden flower(:
awww.. sweet huh.
she even thought of buying another pair!
hahah, maybe some other pattern
would be good.

then after that we went to NTUC
to get some things.
my mum's making pasta tomorrow!
hahah.
so we had to buy some ingredients.
well, only mushroom.
but it was kind of late, so we couldn't
find anything.
but at least the market downstairs
is going to open tomorrow.
hahah.
I miss all my church friends!
I LOVE GOD, he blessed me SO MUCH!
thank you(:

whatever.

2007-06-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

FANTASTIC DAY !

today was great !
went to watch ' fantastic four, rise of the silver surfer '.
the silver surfer is pretty cool !
he's actually good.
OMG! I'm like so amazed by
the human torch.
HE'S SO HANDSOME & SO COOOOL!
he has this humor thing.
lols.. he's the best part of the movie.
LOL.
he is so funny.
haha, okay I think thats all I did today ?
lols.
church was funny as well today.
hahahah.
there was this speaker, he's reaally funny!
lols, said a lot of things but it was really enjoyable
you know. heeee.
alrighty, byyee.

2007-06-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

PRAYER WAALLK!<3

we had our very first prayer walk!
it was warm out there but we managed to see
people who were one of the 4Ds.
it was really hurting to see how people out
there are so engrossed in their things
& have absolutely no idea on what is really happening out there
or in their lives.
they chose to run away but it wasn't a good choice.
they just needed someone, help, something!
its like they live for the sake of living.
they don't really have purposes to live for.
its so clearly seen that they need God.
so we lift them up in prayer(:

dear God,
I lift those people up to you
so that they may be free from
blindness and see what is going on.
that they may see that
you are the only one that is true,
that you have always been there for them
& would be the only one to help them.
let them see the light & be saved.
so that they may be able to reach out to
others in future.
In Jesus name I pray,
AMEN!

ARGH ! PISSED !

argh !!
I'm so so pissed off with my dad!
I just reached home & he just started saying & saying.
he bought this stupid CD for nothing!
I don't even need it.
its just some CD to motivate my mind to be positive.
SINCE WHEN DID I EVER BE NEGATIVE AT ALLL??!!!
its so AARRGHH!
& now I just told my dad to find a place to put those boxes
that were in my room.
its sitting there collecting dusts with
spiders!!!!!
again, my parents think I'm wrong!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM!
just so pissed.
I hate this.
I shall not give in to anger.
it's just an attack.
ugh.

churchcamp was happening !

2007-06-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

back from church camp !
although I really miss the apartment.
haha, miss the girls & everyone.
& of course what happened there ! spiritually.
hahah.
it was fun, but having fun was beside the point.
it was more of like, how our lives are changed ?
each person who gave me a word, it was pratically
the same thing.
it was a confirmation then I guess.
well, had fever on the first night till he second day in the evening.
but after having a good laugh at the skits & some dances we did,
I was alright.
we played some candle game planned by bryan.
so obviously all his games has meaningful meanings ! hahah.

high hopes !

2007-06-08T08:35:00.000+08:00

today's my chalet.
finally ! hahah.
so I won't be able to blog tomorrow.
sigh, I just hope things would go smoothly
as planned !
after planning the games & everything.
ugh.
will post pictures & others about the chalet on saturday.
don't worry, I'll update my blog !
:D

it seems so real, I'm not letting you go !

2007-06-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

we went out for dinner !
had a sumptous meal, western fooood.
my brother wasn't very hungry,
so we shared a 220g steak !
LOLS.
it was kind of nice though, as a family.
especially when its a loved one's birthday(:
we talked laughed & ate.
although what my brother & I had shared
was very little, I was kind of full. hahah!

TODAY

just the usual, normal day.
wake up, bathe, eat lunch &
study ? yeap.
PLAYED XBOX 360 for the
first time ! LOLS.
only had one game, so wth.
STILL, had a little bit of fun.

I feel so scared for my friend, BEST friend.
I don't know why, its not that I want to feel that way!
its just like this.
it all started with a dream, but it seemed so real for me.
I don't know what to do at all.
I NEED HELP !
I feel like crying.. its like..
I can't lose her. & I
really feel so scared for her !
& myself ):

help me):

" I'm afraid I'll lose her,
are you trying to show me somthing?
is he trying to put fear in me?
do you even read what I'm trying to tell you?
I just need you now !!
PLEASE. "

happy birthday to yooouuu

2007-06-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !

yay, today's my dad's birthday.
going out for dinner.
finally, I'm alright now.
my cough's much better.
that's great ! my prayer's answered.
I can go to the chalet without worrying about
my health !
heehee.
&church camp would be A LOT easier ! too.
hahah.
my mum said we might be having western food
at toa payoh.
its not UNO, but the other one(:
they have oysters !!
lols.
actually, I HATE ! oysters, but their oysters
there are really ! so wonderful.
LOLS.
whee, my brother's coming out today !
I hope going back on sunday.
I'm now 58.5kg !
still working on it.
I hope to lose weight, until I'm like 55kg ?
its possible.
hahah.
I'm cutting down on food.
well, thats all !

holy spirit night

2007-06-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

just came home from holy spirit night.
didn't have porridge, hahah!
had kambling(if that's how its spelled ?)
soup instead, outside.
we were laughing so much !
didn't know healing could be a fun topic
to talk about !

my head still feels heavy though.
ugh, please leave me alone !

btw, was in church..
joshua told me he was fasting !
hahah.
he said it was for the youth,
so since I'm part
of the youth, I said thanks !
hahah.
then we started laughing.
had a great time !
he went to change my wallpaper to his picture!
ahhh!
hahah.
that was funny tooooo.
LOLS.
well, gonna go do something else for now.
seeyeah!

feels like ...

2007-06-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

ugh, I feel like shit now.
woke up with the same worst feeling ever.
my mum steamed cod fish & cooked some veggies !
so I ate just the vegetables & rice.
I didn't eat the fish, although its my favourite.
I felt like puking the moment I could smell it !
so my mum said she would make me porridge in the
evening for my dinner.
isn't my mum the greatest person ?
sometimes people don't appreciate their mums.
I guess I learned a lot of things from her.
she may not be really educated, but she sure knows
what is best for us all(:

my head feels like its so heavy
&my ears are like blocked! ugh.
oh God, I hope I can get well
really sooon !
cos my choir chalet's coming soon !
& I have training.
plusplus..
churchcamp is coming soon, I don't want
to get sick even before I go there.
its kind of weird, soon-to-be roommates
having the same thing.. sickness.
apphia had sorethroat & fever.
now I'm having sore throat..
I hope not fever !

"Dear God, please heal me ?"

sick & behind time.

2007-06-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

finally I feel much much
better after having some soup !
ugh, still deciding when to meet up
with the FUTURE EX-CO of CHOIR.
lols.
we need to discuss the schedule for our chalet
& chalet's like on Friday !
we're reeeaally behind time !
need to contact daphne & fazilah !
okay, so we're not meeting alr.
but how are we going to keep in touch ?
ugh, we're all so lazy I guess.
I still got a little bit of pleghm, sore throat
& my nose is still running.

WHAT DO I DO NOW ??

sick.

2007-06-04T10:59:00.001+08:00

omg, I feel so sick.
ugh.
that cough turned out to be worst.
sigh.
feel like puking right now.
I kind of studied finish already.
I know its fast, but, this particular chpt
isn't long.
so yeah, could finish in no time.
I want to go out.
but don't think I can.
cos I'm siiiccckkk.
feeeel sooo baaadd.. soo siiiiccckk.
hope I'll be fine by tomorrow ??
my nose is like some running tap !
argh.

LONG day huh ?

2007-06-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY !

when to Vivo yesterday after youth.
we walked & walked.
I don't know why but my nose was kind of
sensitive ?
well.. I could smell 'carl's jr' & 'long john silver' !
hahah.
we ate ben & jerry's .
we were also talking about how the real black forest cake should be.
we went to the sort of ROOFTOP ? to look at the view.
eat our ice-creams & also tell jokes.
hahahh.
I shared 2 jokes I read from my class forum.
we were all laughing !

so we all went to the arcade, they had this new cool ride !
althought the game was not really ME.
but I only played for the sake of experiencing the moving seat !
hahah.
it was fun & at least I won Ge Liang like ONCE ? heh(:
but Ge Liang was not bad for a first timer!
when we were playing we had like the most 'SUPPORTERS'
not cheering but looking at the way we play !
aahhh ! I must have been sooo bad.
but anyway I had fun.

it was reeeaally late alr.
so we decided to go get a drink before leaving.
so went to cheers!
we tried the 'ANYTHING' & 'WHATEVER' drink.
lols.
'WHATEVER' doesn't taste as good as 'ANYTHING'.
basically, its not some unknown drink.
the drinks inside are all of different kinds.
for like example, if you take one .
its in random order you see.
so it can be coke or sprite.. or whatever.
so we bought 2 of each.
I tasted the first 'WHATEVER'.
it was peach tea.
second 'WHATEVER' was apple tea.
so now you would conclude 'WHATEVER' as a non- fizzy drink.
for 'ANYTHING' , we got coke & sprite !
but it wasn't as strong as the original drink itself.
so I felt like puking !

Today

today was so funny!
hahah.
went to the airport & fetched Dionel.
so since his plane have not landed yet,
we all decided to have small snacks
at polar puffs .
hahah.
we ate like 2 marble cheeeesecake !
but we got high after that so we stopped.
lols.
we drank coke too so I guess the caffeine
was talking after that !!

we heard some funny things happened in vietnam.
Dionel got tricked by a doctor ! LOLS.
not even singaporeans could have cracked THAT kind of joke.
but well, we all had a good laugh.

so his plane landed.. we walked around
trying to find POPEYES CHICKEN & BISCUITS !
but couldn't so we asked people.
when we finally found it, there was sooo many people !
don't even start with the queue ! there wasn't enough seats toooo !
but we walked around finding seats.. thank God we found one
which can fit exactly the amount of people we have.
so we talked, we eat, we talked & ate more.
lols.
joshua was so favoured ! he received 2 leftover chickens
from me & huajie.
we couldn't finish our second chicken.
hahah.
it tasted funny though.. without the chilli.
but anyway, we finished and we all went home.
hahah.
better to let Dionel have a good rest !

have your way !

2007-06-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

so boored):
there's basically nothing to do now!
PLUS, dad's watching TV.
hahah.
waiting for my brother to come home !
yay ! there's youth TOMORROW !
finally a BIGBIG chance to get out of the house.
tried to get jiahui to come, she refuses.
well, gotta let nature take its course I guess.
or rather let God have his way.
yeah(: seems to make more sense.
ENOUGH about that stuff.

was posting an entry on live journal just now.
it seems a little difficult to handle.
or rather use ?
to me, its kind of like mature ? I guess.
cos most older people are like using it instead
of sick old blogger.
plus yeah, suddenly, blogger seems childish.
but who cares yeah.
argh !
suppose to pray & think of a name for our youth !
I just can't seem to come out with one !!
oh God, a little help here ?

with LOVE,

me(:

Imissthosetimes..

"let God have his way"

happy as can be !

2007-06-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

omg! I just lost another kg !!
how cool is that ?!
aaaaaaaaaaahh!
okay, I'm so overwhelmed with joy.
hahahah.
I'm sooo happy!
hahah.
okay, have to go shower.
lols.

with love,

ME(:

sickening like hell.

2007-06-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

just finished editing the youth blog!
its sooooo nice !
edited many ppl's blog as well.
tried to ask jiahui out today!
she turned me down! ):
but anyway I didn't go. LOLS.
my dog is really giving me a hard time!
its raining& he's scared, I have to hold him
with the leash!
& yet he is still trying to 'escape' !!
arrggh.
alright, got to go bathe now!

with LOOOVE,

me(:

random

2007-05-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

just finished studying!
finally..
was chatting with a friend.. who's overseas.
lols.
I don't know him, but we made friends.
lols.
I feel comfortable talking to him though..
for the first time.
I don't normally talk to people I don't know when
I feel uneasy talking to them.
but well, he seems like a nice guy.
I really look forward to talking to him again.
hahah.
alright, I have to go now.

with LOVE,

me(:

newblogskin!

2007-05-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

just finished editng my blooog!
OMG!
ITS SOO NICE!
lols.
for the first time I'm doing this(:
is it considered good?
lols.
alright, I gotta go now.
been long on the computer.
LONG ENOUGH.
I'm gonna go take a break and will be back..
probably an hours time, or more(:

with LOVE,

me(:

with looove(:

2007-05-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

hello people!

ugh, another day,

OF STUDYING.. MATHS.

argh.

its no fun getting STUCK at home.

waahaaaa!! help?

I'm so bored, waiting for my mum

to cook.
so I can eat then go bathe & study.

woke up& my nose was itching.

lols.

gonna sneeeeze.

and having a little cough.

sigh.

anyway, I don't have much to say now.

its morning!

hahah.

with LOVE,

me(:

its my life!

2007-05-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

yummmmyyy. hahah.
just ate red bean ice-creeeaamm!

here's a picture of it, only after I ate it for

a loong time.heehee.

teehehe. small isn't it?

timid little red bean ice cream.

hahaha

I ws kind of surprised by my dog!

hhah.

normally, he would look away from the cam.

but he looked at it , fr quite long!

& I could actually take 3 straight shots!

hahah.

with much looove,

ME(:

"unconditional love((:"

minutes to midnight

2007-05-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

dear GOD?

I'm so so angry right now!
I don't know whats up with my mum!
she keeps calling my dad and starts shouting
her lungs out over the phone!
I can't possibly do anything.
God knows what will happen if I do something.
so help my family to make it through &
settle all their problems!
just like whatI prayed for yesterday.
thank yooou.

nooow?

I just uploaded the 'music video of minutes to midnight!'
hahah.
performed by.. : Joshua, Dionel & me!
before you watch it,
please adjust your volume to not too loud &
not too soft.
cos in the middle of the videos, you'll be hearing really
high pitched screaming! oh man.
hahah.
here it is!

with much much loove,

ME(:

taken over by boredom.

2007-05-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

current mood : boorreed!

can you imagine how boring it is at home?
I woke up at like, 11.37am.

so went to eat brunch&watched TV till about 1pm.

took a shower after that, then had to study!

studied from like 1plus-4plus!

3hours. studying the same subject for 3HOURS!

finally could use the computer.

take a break!

such a relieve. sigh.

took a picture to show I'm so bored.

&plain acting dumb. haha!

this is what happens when I get stuck at home

for the whoooole day(: & AFTER STUDYING FOR HOURS.

mum edited my pic on her hp.

lols. nice right!

hahah.

that's when I was 12 years old in jerusalem!

with love,

me!(:

"reachout? naahh. A NAME! give me a sign?.."

pictures! photogenic.. not? NO!

2007-05-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

here's some pics
that me&apphia took after GDOP!

okay, this is how I'll look like if I'm in the open for HOURS.
hahah.

us, trying to act.. ehh.. cutsie luh.

I look FUNNY! weird. its like
my face is not proportioned. haha!

alright,
with LOVE,
me(:

"he said, you're amazin'..."